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Thursday, May 14, 2009

hello there!

hardly have been blogging these days. its like, normally there's a thought of two in my mind, and ill be too lazy to blog about it when i use the computer. or else they will just become uncompleted drafts saved inside. just like the many unfinished notes in my facebook account. lol.

anyways, my life have been pretty much the same for the past 123days.
which is utterly bad news even though i know the fact i am taking a levels this year.

but i just cant seem to get my mind into it. its like when i flipped open the book. (and excuse me, it has been math and math only, my 'favourite') and then excuses such as, oh dear, my precious gc might just die if i use any further (due to previous corrosion accident which nearly killed it) and then i've thrown all my calculator batteries and i have none now. skip that, i will then start questioning myself if this formulas i am seeing are reliable or not.. and then i will spent maybe an hour or two trying to make sense of it and then start thinking of other stuffs too, wishing for things that i should not. deep shit trouble i am in.

there's always a need for someone to be at the bottom and i am just sinking down to there and i can't seem to pull myself back up. sigh. i really need all the good luck i can get. someone, save me please.

ANYWAYS, there are also some fun days. always looking forward to them. (and knowing i am gonna waste yet another day.. to regret it later. but. argh.)
so for this week..

monday- i thought i had my first driving lessons and woke up early and all. excitedly walked down to the driving school to only wonder why my name is not up in the tv screen and stood there bewildered. to only find out after i ask the information counter lady that my lessons actually starts on wednesday..
walked past a fire station and saw those uniformed firefighters and just thought of the guys in army.

wed- first driving lesson at last! wasnt sure of anything at all, followed where the crowd went and then just talked to the person sitting next to me, asking what am i supposed to do etc. haha, how pretty randomly nicely odd. so anyways, car 31, here i come xP and its not that bad.. other than its pretty boring for the first lesson. its everything ive read in the FTT book. =.= only finally after like an hour where i get to step pedals. it was exhilarating! and i was amazed that the car moved even without stepping on the acc pedal (like duh..the engine is revving already)while i played with the clutch pedal to achieve biting point.
and of course, the brakes and the accelerator. after playing arcade games where you normally just jam on the pedals hard, its hard not to be tempted to just step on it like how to just clutch in fully. so for the first brake i had, really shocking. and i was taping it which i thought is light as compared to arcade cars and i send the car to a halting stop. shocking. as if those that you are going to meet an accident and stop and nearly jerk out of your seat. haha, after the initial scare, the rest is like pro. (:
perhaps, where you only get to travel like at only 10km/h
and i cant help to but step harder on acc pedal. >=/
everytime i step, i will just go beyond 1.5 or else i will take quite some time to achieve 1.5 (engine revolution per min).
and the car will fly. whee.
only get to use gear one and the most gear two only for the first lesson. not bad not bad (:

after which, met up with chai and jo at st nicks to makan. however, stupid swine flu. (or school, opps, sry. but zzzz) we are deinied access to go in. grr. so went off the the hawker nearby and eat a lot. beehoon, chendol ice kachangs, cakes for them etc ,just sharing plates of hawker food. xP and walked all the way back to my house to swim till evening time.
and to find out i've got a weird tan mark on my back. like some tiger stipe from the trip to sentosa last sat with the extended chinatown gang ever since they've all stepped into army. the guys do look so much better. haha.
more wednesdays swimming/exercising/ eating to come! (:
talking about them, tsktsk. the nickname is doesnt sound nice at all. what dopey! tsk. jo you shall be grumpy then!

Dopey: the youngest, sweetest, and silliest of the seven, and the only one to be completely bald and beardless; wears a too large lime green tunic and purple cap.

thur- yay. i love adam lambert for his amazing performance.. but it seem to get pretty much the same in terms for his vocals.. and also begin to appreciate kris. its amazing how he turn the rnb-pop version of heartless into the acoustic which is so amazing (on wed). haha, danny can just mia.

toodles :)

this sounds so much happier.